Hi and welcome to Wrong Planet. I was going to suggest you look around before worrying about what you post. I think most of us have posted stuff we shouldn't have. I've seen some people on here have 'written meltdowns' at times but hey. We've all been there at one time or another. We all understand.
You don't have to put your real name down so you can remain totally anonymous and I'm sure you'll find a lot of the members have experienced things that you may be going through and can often provide you with insightful, useful help.
You'll be right. Once again, welcome!
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Your Aspie score: 151 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 60 of 200
Formally diagnosed in 2007.
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